Tori, FY is right, I think. You'll be glad you did see them once it's over.

Do you think that part of your current depression may be stemming from the finality of your latest interaction with your H? It pretty much put the final nail in the coffin and vanquished all hope. That's hard. I know I was ready to finally see a lawyer and get it over with but I think I would have been totally wiped out emotionally if H had just gone along and seemed relieved.

Please know it's no reflection on your worth or ability to be loved. There's a man waiting for you to move on in your life...move on to him.

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing