I'm reading them and wondering why you are OK with being somebody's second choice? Are you not worth much?
That's been going on since 2004?!??
She is obviously confused, but she has been this way for a very long time now. How long do you intend to be part of it?
Is it being too nice to say she can call you? I don't think so. But is it sending a wrong message? I think it is. It is sending the message that "you can have another man AND me in your life. I'm fine with what you want to do." Except you're not fine with that, are you?
Why does she say I love you? No telling. Habit. Fear. Manipulation. Those are of course, just guesses. Only she knows.
Hasn't made up her mind? WTF? Of course she did. When she married you. And when she started the EA/PA.
In the end, you have to be ready to leave. I can't tell you what to do, but I looked back on some of what you wrote and I'm really left wondering if you'd give yourself the same advice? I think you would, but interested in your response.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
