Walking the path to my own happiness

[mamabird]

Breakdown, I wish it were as simple as that. We haven't had many "great moments" in the last few years. Sure, we've taken nice trips and done fun things. But I haven't felt close to my H in a very long time. Honestly, I don't know if it's possible to get that back now. And I'm not sure I want to. Right now, the thought of staying with him feels like going backwards, not moving forwards.

The only way, I think, for the M to work for me would be for us to try to change and grow together, but I just don't see that happening.