Thx for the reply adinva. You are right about going out in public and acting fake it's just not me. Not that I want to announce to everyone hey look at us we have no R. I think it's my W who wants to protect herself from judgement of her family ridiculous if you ask me. I have gotten to that point where this limbo has to end one way or another and I'm ready for whatever takes place.
I don't feel like my focus is on her at all. I have plenty to keep me busy with work and working on the house. GAL has been on hold somewhat due to work but I'm ok with that. I've still had some time to myself to hang with my friends. 2013 will be an interesting year for me.
M 44 W 43 S 23 S 15 INILWY 9/11 Divorce Mediation started 3/13 June 30 the day W is moving out
