Ruby, it's good you and your H are exchanging all those emails about your R. I didn't understand this statement: "Talked about how all his sex needs to be relationships or before, me one night stands. He said he can't bear an FWBS relationship because he couldn't think of the person he was with to be with someone else."
Do you think he really wants you to find someone? Maybe not, at least deep inside. I guess no one knows what he's thinking.