I've been to the dr. I'm clean. Since this all started we only ML that one time on the failed R.

The FB thing, it's because I had been having the urge to tell her things. To me, it's helping. I haven't even looked at her page since doing it. This is so I don't slip, until it stops. I'm writing to it less and less now.

FB Divorce, yeah I did that a while back. I was in a bad emotional place and did it.

I know, I was going to look for work again today but woke up sick, can barely talk now.

I haven't been starting much on R talk.

Changes, yeah I know I need to show them, actions speak louder than words.


M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.