A few weeks ago I was sitting at the computer and XW came in from being out with her girlfriends, she comes over and puts one hand on my back (like a sister) and rubs a little. Since the bomb we NEVER ever touch unless absolutely necessary. It felt like she was feeling sorry for me or something.
It was a few days later she asked about the dating in my last post.
So we're at friends house new years eve and after midnight we were alone in front of a fire pit and she puts one arm around me (again buddy style) and says "You're a good man." I responded off the cuff (cought off guard really) "I don't think like one."
Anyway, I know she's not out of her fog or whatever, but I get the impression she sees me not chasing skirts and is either taking pity or realizing some kind of remorse, IDK.
I don't like it - it get's me wondering and thinking about her, when I'd rather occupy my thoughts with something else. Dammmit! Help me out here. Does this sound familiar to anyone?
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
