Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

I know I am not ready for a new r yet. And I should have been more specific in the when and why my w can still get to me. It is only when she talks about a d. It bothers me that she asking about logistics of it. It is like she wants my blessing, my support of it.

As far as the carrying the load comment, yes you both are right. I am not even close to being ready to date.

Thank you for your replies, another perspective helps so much.