Did you ever feel deep and painful loss over loosing M1?
Did I ever have a feeling of deep and painful loss over loosing M1. Yes. Did I ever bring that to the surface and allow myself to feel it and process it. No.
In a very bad way I did not have to deal with the pain and loss because I was in the clouds due to reconnecting with X2. However, I have, for some time now, been dealing with the hit by the loss of two marriages. And that, primarily, is your doing. And I thank you for that. I am now feeling the pain of loosing both X1 and X2. Think about it. Those are the only two people, other than family, that I have loved. Sure, different kinds of love, but love nonetheless.
