I will get by....

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks AJ. That makes me feel better. I never wanted my kids to grow up in a split home. It breaks my heart.

A friend of mine posted something to Facebook which said "It's never too late to live happily ever after." I posted that the key to living happily ever after is realizing happiness is created in yourself not dependent on someone else.

H is gone still. He called and wanted to talk to the kids. He told them he would he back in the am to take them to school. So essentially he lives here on "his" days with the kids and lives with her on his "off" days. I wish he would just move up there with her. It would save me a lot of grief.

Oh well just intending to take advantage of his taking the kids to school by using the time to my advantage. It feels wrong though. I would rather be with my kids.