My name is Tumbling and I am a "fixer" too :-D :-(
Sorry to read about the outcome of your outburst but you know what? I don't blame you and don't suppose any one else here does either. Yes, you lost control of your Self for a moment but we LBSs have to keep everything in so tight/together that sometimes the lid comes off - whether alcohol is involved or not.
I know this won't help much but just so you know - noticing that you really can't fix/control sitch/W will: - make you feel sad (but we LOVELY folk are all here for you) - make you question what you're doing (and only you can ansa that one) - leave you concentrating on the only thing you can take care of - you - enable you to accept whatever happens next
Give your Self some time to put Afa back together Explore with IC what you are feeling deep inside Let W do whatever she does - try not to panic/question her - easier said than done, I know and PLEASE FORGIVE YOUR SELF x
