Tori I am sorry you are feeling sad. I too think you did an amazing job of listening to your H and remaining calm and collected. That shows a lot of grace.
I also agree its time to pull back for now. In fact I think it's time for a of us to do so.
Sending you hugs and love.
((((( )))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home