i feel the same way today. watching my mother for the last three days- feeble as a baby - can't walk much less stand up- 88, sick as a dog - old old old-
i don't want to spend the rest of my days with my h , like this(as you say - miserable) i'll get back-
can't really write- roaming prying eyes- ou're rite= there's more to life than this crappola-
guess if they can't be better - be more tous - we've got to take the bull by the horns - it's hard tho....