Finally approaching the starting line!

[Dewayne]

I think I'd like to be "there" myself. Where I don't want to care... but I find that I still can't cross that line.

I know my wife is "sick" with depression, possible MLC ontop of a possible WAW. She does still love me, tho she doesn't say it. I actually kinda asked her to stop it. Not sure why, but o well. Back when I was really emotional.

I wished I could say "I was blind and looking back I can see I coulda saw it coming" (bad misquote lol) but.. really I can't. The only thing I really did wrong was a little lack of affection and talked mean to her once in a while. SHe didn't tell me as much as she says she did. We were having great sex. Going out all the time, to dinner and a movie. All except for this year. 2012. We wanted to build a business (haunted house) and we discussed how affection and all was going to be slowed down because we had so much work to do. Apparantly it wasn't enough. She even SAID that all these feelings didn't start until after the blowup during august.

Sounds like you're doing better. Both you and Suckerpunch. I wish you guys well.