Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

I am getting to the point where I just want to be done. I don't want to care anymore. I want to be ready to move on. I know that is where I need to be, it is so frustrating trying to get there.

Part of it is that I want to share my life with someone, someone to carry some of the load. Isn't that why we marry to begin with? I also know that I have to supress those feelings for being with someone until I am feeling great on my own. Just me and the kids having a blast.

I think these feelings are what is going to propel me through this next phase, which is big time GAL. What perfect timing, with the new year and all, 2013 is going to be awesome.