WAW...finally asked her to leave

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Wow. I was hoping someone out here was still reading my posts. Thank you both so much. You are both correct. AJM, I am doing better. I get my BSB(GBM) on 11 Feb 2013 and am thinking heavily on starting on my MBA. However, AnotherStander, you are correct, too, in that I still do 'think about W and R and get depressed about it' as I did last night and again this morning. I am trying to reconnect with old friends. I have also started going back to church and trying to reconnect spiritually with fellow Christians. I am also going to be getting my motorcycle permit on 14 Jan. So, yes, even though I do fall back at times I do try to continue to move forward.

Yesterday, my S and GF wanted to go see a movie. So, it was a movie my W and I wanted to see with them but didn't take the time. I ended up inviting W and two other friends of hers (M and F) if they wanted to go. They did. So, the six of us went to the movies and had a good time. My s and GF then departed with me and W left with her two friends. I must say I was upset that W checked phone during movie for text or call from OM. That had to be it because the one's that contact her most other then OM were at the movie. Anyway, that sent me into a depression spiral that I'm just now trying to get out of. That makes me mad because I have made a significant 180 in telling her she needed to leave and letting her go late last month and earlier this month. So, to let her 'phone check' get to me like this has upset me. I am doing better and have not called her anymore other than mentioned. When she called me earlier and I did mention the movie I did follow up with text. One was to answer her text and second one was to let her know of time and place for movie. Other than that, though, no phone calls or text from me. However, she stills plays a game with me on our cell phones. I don't 'bug' her when I'm waiting a response on the game, but she continues to play so I see that as a 'light' going dark thing.

What do ya'll think about that? I do not initiate any calls or texts so I'm continuing that. She calls me (or texts) or we don't talk.

I have also started going to gym, so I'm trying. I will go back and read those blog entries and get back to you AJM.