Has been a lonely couple of days. They are back this afternoon then I have a night out with my girls for NYE sleepover at some friends. Then I donlt see them for 2 days again. My d14 kept texting me. Having fun but misses me and wishes I were there. Said she wants family back like, d10. Says it just does not feel right.

M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.