Wendy and RT, I read your comments a few days ago and they warmed.my heart and made me smile. Thank you! Oh, and that sounds like a good cleaning deal. Lol.
The past few days with W have been ok if not good. We have all hung out and stuff, including some drinks ob most nights. Last night W, the SILs, and I went to see the movie This is 40. W invited me to go with them. It was a pretty good movie. I don't think that W realized there was going to be many similarities in the movie to our sich (most everyone's sich on here to a degree). We had dinner afterwards, W asked everyone what their New Years Resolution was going to be. My answer, despite how I got here so far, to continue to blossom into a better person. W's is to be a better person, as she failed, was in the negative this year. I went to bed early, there was an awkwardness and I didn't want to deal with it. Something b/t SIL1 and W. Anyways, W was extra cuddly when she came to bed. I did lean over for a simple kiss and was denied. At least I tried and know where I am at (for at least last night). W has been making many forward / future statements about "us". I have been trying to deal with my own negative thoughts here and there.
