first time - need help still

[albamarie]

Hey Nero - my last post ending doesn't pertain to you. I am just a little upset that nobody writes on my thread and I read others who go back and forth with some really great inspiration.

Yea, I read it, though it's addressed to them who posted, because it is for the benefit of all. I get that, but sometimes I want/need a personal comment, you know, not a one size fits all!

I am done, your right, but am I right? Every ounce of my being want to be a million miles away from my H, is that a good thing?

Isn't human life suppose to be more than fun and comfort. It's suppost to be about humanity and love and endurance, but he won't let me. SO I say F** him!

What else should I do? It only doesn't hurt when I say this! I don't want to hurt any more so I flip the bird, and walk away for my h and any hope!