Can you please explain to me why when CB and I were seperated and you and your wonderful H were seperated you two who are apparently so in love didn't set up house? That would have been your perfect opportunity for you two to find out what life would be like together and you could live happily ever after! He tells me that it is over you all can't get alone and he does not want to be with you. So instead he comes home and proclaims he wants to work on our marriage, he does not love you wants to be with me again!
Joy Joy I think, We will do this I think. So he goes into hospital has some BP induced problems (I think he lies so much his brain is about to exploed because he can't keep everything straight) and I have to take his cell phone home. You are so worried please text me you say, you can't get details about how he is. Well this is a surprise I thought he was not talking to you anymore, then wow I find a secret file with pictures of you and your boobs! WOW is all I have to say about that. How stupid can you get,at least you could have done is not send a head shot, now the whole world can see what you look like from the waist up (I threw up when I saw them myself).
Oh but it gets better, I found the yahoo messages, you love him, and it is not about the sex, you want to cook for him, and he said, come hell or high water you all will be together. You will even wipe his butt for him in his old age (WTF??). He is so good (insert sex acts here) whatever, stroke the ego some more. On Christmas eve he sends you a message that says "Merry Christmas, I love you babe" when I ask him if we are going to be ok he says, he is not even talked or texted to you in over a week. He tells me he lied to you when he told you he loved you. So I guess he is lying to me too. Wow, he is good, he can look you right in the eye and not even flinch and lie to you without even a second thought. Oh but I am sure he is not lying to you, he loves you, I forgot about that.
The problem is he is being so nice and such an attentive father and H. I cannot for the life of me figure out he can function like this. He is acting like he does not have a care in the world everything is great, talks about our future and then turns around and sends you a text about meeting him?!
I will tell you what I will do, you can have him, you can wipe his butt and drool when he gets old, I am not going to do it, if I could figure out a way to get him out and not disrupt my life as much I would. It would be a relief if he came home one day and told me he was leaving this time to be with you. I would laugh, if you two think that your relationship would last three months living in the real world you both are idiots, but have at it. You would do your H a favor by leaving him, he seems to be a nice guy and deserves better.
Oh btw, I asked him what he would do if his boss found out about you two before he got this promotion he has been working toward. Of course he said he didn't have to worry about that because he wasn't "doing anything" but he would "get his promotion" So I guess he would dump you in a heartbeat!
So keep sending you little messages to each other, act like your 16 again, he can keep hiding his cell phone and pretending he is texting a friend or whatever. Don't worry about ruining anybodies lives its all about you two and your "love" for each other.
==================================================== This makes me feel better I might have to add more later. But for now this will do!
M-47, H-46 M24, T29 S19, S17 OW since 2007 Fighting ever since H left 8/12 H home 11/12 still seeing OW
