Son and I made up...I was so scared that he would disown me......but I did as you all said I told him I was lashing out at the situation and not him , told him I was so sorry and for him to please forgive me...he told me he would never let her ruin our relationship....he also said he would not let her spend the night again....even it meant that my ex would be mad...he said he did 'nt think it was going to hurt me so much..... I am still fuming over it.... how can he put him in the middle of this, maybe it is jealousy....all i know is i hadnt felt this way in a very long long time.....now he tells our kids he plans to move back here and I really dont want that....it means I could run into them and i sure dont want that...they need to stay as far away from here as possible God has always kept them far from us I guess in oder for me to heal them moving back here I hate to even think about it......I AM GOING TO FEEL LIKE PRISONER in my own home town watching over my shoulder wherever I go ...I dont look forward to that......Irma
