Bklyn Gratitude

[BklynMom]

I have been meaning to post for the past week to announce how well I am doing and my positive attitude. Somehow I never got around to it.

Now that things have gone bad I have found a way to post.

My stbx took his girlfriend with my girls to visit his family in massachucettes for the past 2 days. H didn't tell me but the girls did when they got home.

Girls also were wearing matching hello kitty necklaces that she gave them.

I hate her and I hate my hate h. How could they pretend it's peachy replaces the girls mother in the passenger seat with ow? They are delusional.

I lost it in front of my girls when I found out the necklace was from ow. I cried. I told them they only have one mother and that ow is not in their family. I wanted to tell them to hate her. That they should never give her a hug. I did sob in front of my girls and that made them upset.

How do they sleep at night? I am not a monster nor was I ever a monster. What they are doing to my girls is so wrong.

I am sure no one in his family thought it was okay that he show up with ow.

I doing okay. I went to my parents house.

Please no 2x4. Only words of hope