Thank you, Ruby and Busting! It's true that the consequences are not major, so it's a great chance to do the 180 :-)
Yesterday, when I talked to my H, I noticed his tone of voice/demeanor matched the way he used to be when he hadn't slept much. I know he had a late "Improv" show the night before. He becomes really rushed and kind of rude. He doesn't listen and becomes restless. He had a late tennis match last night, so if he comes over today, he might be in a similar type of mood. If this is the case, I won't even try to bring up the "confusion" issue. Also, last night I was thinking about my sitch and had this urge to throw in the towel. I guess I am tired of DBing, and wonder if maybe my H (or at least this new version of him) is not the guy for me. Everyone seems to think I deserve better. So maybe the comments are getting to me. I know he's not Mr. Perfect, and needs to grow as a person. The only thing that makes me continue on this DB path is love. Today I feel neutral. Will post later if he comes over.
