Thanks guys, it was just a little rant lol! It seems they say they want more time but aren't willoing to step up at all.
Anyway, H picked son up this morning, stilted but pleasant convo, this is our first day at the activity together in same place, and he knows a bunch of our friends are not happy with him, so it is probably weighing a bit
Had a snafu with FB and ended up deleting his sister and neice as friends, refriended them and apologized and also told H that I wasn't being mean, I don't know what happened. Actually I did know, but didnt realize it would unfriend them at the same time lol!
So, I think he heard of that and went and blocked me on FB again, because yesterday I was not blocked and today I am sigh...the only reason I know is because his posts to mutual friends have disappeared lol!
I think I am in a place that is okay. The support of friends helps a lot, especially when they say they are not happy with him (ie a relationship two weeks later). I say me neither, but I saw a pic of him on FB one time and he was happy-I hadn't seen that in a long time and so, it was bittersweet. Nice to see someone you love happy, sad that it is not with me!