I can't keep up with the updates I've done becaus they take SOOO LONG to get moderated and posted.

I think I screwed up. STBXW and I talked about an hour today. Mainly was going over what issues she thought I could work on while I'm revamping myself (even though I truly believe she's in a pre-MLC... I KNOW i have my faults)

The notion came up on "the one" and I told her I always thought but now truly believe she's the only one for me. She came back and said "I told you the first time we fought I didn't think you were the one but I wasn't going to leave you to find him" I know it sounds like classic MLC talk, so thats why it doesn't sting AS MUCH, but it does hurt. Other than that, I feel the talk was pretty positive.


M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.