I had plans to go to dinner with a friend tonight, but they got canceled at the last minute.

I've just been feeling kind of down today. One of my best friends had her baby yesterday and I'm jealous because she finally got a loving husband and the baby she's wanted.

And I've been waiting for a year and a half, hoping that H would eventually decide to work on our marriage.

At this point, I think part of me will always love him, but I'm ready to have the chance to find someone who wants to have a life with me.

M36 XH34
M-5 T7
4/11 H confused
5/11 ILYB
6/11 OW discovered
7/11 I move out, OW over
5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file
9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3
3/13 H/OW break up
H files 4/13
D 6/18/13