I know, so weird to just send a message like you haven't ignored someone for months. My sister said I should have ignored it and he would have come running but I just felt I couldn't be bothered with all that.
Honestly, ex husbands profile was so loathsome. Looking at ow profile affected me more because it felt like she stole my life, but she is welcome to it. Now if only I could find a nice man for myself now... That bit I am not so happy with.
Speed dating was easy, you just turn up and 15 men come and speak to you! Our group seemed nice, no one was romantically attracted to anyone, but afterwards we all went out to a bar and then a club, and everyone was great. It felt like I was backpacking again, having a night out with random strangers who are all in the same boat as you and meeting new people. I have really missed that being back.
