Life has been very good. I have most of our children very close by am not alone very much but I like my alone time.I will be honest I was so mad and I did lash out at him..I see that now I have and must repair that. I used cuss words and I dont cuss at all!! but I felt so betrayed ,I love my children more than anything i would give my life for them all. I did text my son today but he said he was not in the mood to talk said he didnt get any sleep last night over what happened. This one son has always said that I never treated him like the others I dont know where he gets that from.He has always been very jealous of his big sister and yes we are closer but it doesnt mean I lover her more
