No Fixer, your DB'ng won't be over. You'll need to continue to use everything you've learned - just in different situations.
Your ex is gone. You'll need to adjust to that and heal. It'll take time. There will be all kinds of new experiences to experience. Some good and some not as enjoyable. But enjoy the gift you've been given. It may not look like it now, but it is a gift.
Love your D and let the rest go, Fixer.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."