You may be correct on all that you said. I have been doing alot for me and getting a life. But i still try to keep the communication open. Yes i read into the text and for that matter the lack of a text. But it is hard sometimes. I try to go with my gut on most things. What i mean i a do pray to God and ask for guidance and the words to say if that is what he wants me to do. Like i said it is hard.
I just know that my W's is just so very upset at me for well hanging out with her family. I do not invite them over or anything. her family comes to me and the call me to come over. She is so angry at her mom and fam. I'm just having a hard time with all this as i do not and will not file for a divorce. So if she is done then she will need to file. it has been about 4 moths since she had said she wanted one. so why has she not done it. I can take it as if she still has no idea what she wants or she is just being lazy or something. I have no idea.
today i want to text her just to say hi. but my gut is telling me no after i pray about it. It is just hard to not do something you want to do.
