well talked to W last night and it was emotional...she is upset and I think she wants to tell me she wants a D but does not know how to do it..but I don't know yet...She told me that her friend that who comes over and has helped her feel confident and given her emotional support is giving up on her and very mad at her...when he left he looked at D6 and told her tell your mother to talk to you and stormed out. I hate the scars that this is creating on my kids. I know this is hard on them--- everyone is just saying just get D so you and your kids can move on...this is not fair to them or you and she is just stringing you along....you can't move on with you life until you get closure.. I really wish I could move back to be closer to family....which is halfway across the country...I feel so stuck here with no family...but maybe that is a blessing in disguise..family can add their own stresses
