It goes beyond comprehension doesn't it? You look at your kids and how awesome they are and you think... "How? Why?"
This last year is pretty much the very last thing I ever expected for my kids to endure. Ever. But, life is ok today--with or without H. How sad for him. We laugh so much more now.
No words of wisdom. But, I hear ya and feel your pain. Hang in.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson