Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

I know i'm moderated and this will be a while but I need some support. A lot has happened. I thot I had posted some of this but it's been a few days so maybe I didn't. For the most part we went and had a night out, dinner w/ the kiddo and suppose to watch a movie but was too late. She made plans to go out to another movie. After we got to her house she played with my hand. Twice. I grabbed it and she squeezed. She gave me a good hug afterwards and told me she had a good time.

Today I found out that she's been going out seeing a few other people. I know it's to be expected but I didn't think it'd hurt so bad. She's friends with a momma's boy that's 21yo and she was talking about wanting him to move in but can't because he's living with his mom.

I'm so hurting right now. I want to fix our marriage but I don't know wtf she's thinking.