Well, I made it through Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. Wife came over Christmas Eve night and spent the next day with me, MIL, son, and his girlfriend. We had a good time. She has called me more then she was before leaving. However, it's been more about what are we going to do for Christmas and helping a friend of hers (divorcing with 4 kids) move. So, no phone call today but that's okay. I am just putting my faith in God and not calling W. I have really stuck for that except for maybe twice when I needed to call her due to MIL or something we were doing. Otherwise, in the almost 4 weeks that she has been gone I have tried to remain 'dark.' New Years is coming up and so is her birthday (10 Jan). It is hard during the holidays and her birthday. I am just trying to stay positive and remain 'dark.'

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M: 48 (2nd marriage)
W: 47 (1st marriage)
T: 22
M: 21
D (M, 1st Marriage: 26)
D (M, 1st Marriage: 24)
S: 18
EA: 31 Dec 2004
ILYBINILWY: 31 Dec 2004
In all things give thanks to God; I thank you God.