Well it is snowing so I text my W told her to drive safe if you go into work today. lu.
And well nothing. I was down when i got up this morning to the point yes i hate to say this And dont worry im ok but the fast thought came to me maybe it will be better to just end it If I die will i go to heaven and be happy. Now it was just a 2 sec thought that i dismised as fast as it came in.
I just wanted to tell were i was today.
I just dont get it anymore i dont understand why W is still so angry
