Busting, Andrew, I'm so glad you guys are there. I'm about to finish the letter. I have till Saturday to read it over and over and decide whether I will give it to him.
Jody would say that it's okay to express my feelings, but I don't know what else she would say. Wendylon said my H felt so comfortable around me bc of the D being in process. But if just continue doing what I'm doing I'm setting myself up for a quick D and then being "friends" with my XH until he enters a new R. Which sounds so unappealing. I thought I could handle it, but this email made me realize my true feelings. If I tell him my feelings before the D is final I have a 0.000000000000000000001% chance that he'll say we'll give it more time. It's like playing the lottery. Is it worth it?
