Tori write the letter and sit with it for awhile. I feel for you so much because I feel very similar feelings as you.

I know you have heard this before but I still remind myself of this. DB is counterintuitive - it won't feel right always- but it is the best we can do in our sitches.

Xxx

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home