Just wanna jot down a couple things I noticed before I forget.
XW has been a lot "friendlier" this past month and I sensed no tension in the house over Christmas. We've even had company over a couple evenings like in the old days.
The other day we were in the kitchen, and I don't recall how the subject came up but she said, all her girlfirends are asking her if I am dating anyone. I simply responded, "Why would they wanna know that?" ('cause I am obviously not) Then again maybe it's not obvious ?? Anywho, that ended the convo right there. What do you folks think, fishing ??
The other thing that caught me off guard a little was the kiss of peace at midnight mass. Depending on if one or both kids are between us we shake hands or I give her a peck on the cheek. This time, I distinctly felt her move so that the corners of our lips touched. Maybe that was just accidental, I don't know.
Funny thing is: I've had such a time getting past the D and trying to move ahead, that this stuff bothers me and I'd rather not have to think about it, 'cause I'm just not ready for anything relationshipwise - that's why I'm not dating. Relationships are stressful!
Anywho: that's my journal entry for December.
My prayrers continue for all of you. Pic.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
