The green green grass of home. (Part 2 )

[Soul.Searching]

Well it's been another tragic day here. I know it's irrational but it feels as though H leaving set of this series of devistating events.
H left for a few days, came back
A family member passed away suddenly.
H left again.
Another family member passed away.
I seen my cat get hit by a car and run down a drain to die.
Another family member had a stroke and we have been told he won't recover.
Now today, I lost two dogs in one day! They were both sick and we knew they may have to get put down soon but they were improving.
One passed in a freak accident involving rope. The other just layed down and died. They were old and they are at peace now. Bless their souls.
It hurts. Seriously, what are the chances of that? It's just one thing after the other. I pray that it's over. I hope 2013 brings new beginnings and ends the series of devastation.
It's just so darn hard. I just don't understand all this, I really don't.