Seriously stop.

No offense.. but you're obsessing. Did you come to this site for help or did you come just to journal?

It's fine if it's just to journal but we are here to help you stop doing stupid things like ^^^^

There is nothing you can do to stop her from kissing or having sex with OM. The only thing you can do is become someone only a fool to leave.

How about you start looking at YOU.

M(f): 43
D'ed: 8/12

Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.

Love at all costs because you are loved well.