What I meant by handling myself flawlessly, was in regards to DBing. I stayed up beat, light hearted and positive. I avoided any conflict and dicussed nothing in regards to our relationship. I stayed detached, but pleasant.
What I was wondering about when I said, "how should I interpret this", was in regards to her responses. I actually do expect something from her. I expect her to wake up and realize that leaving me, our family and her life is wrong. Well, I shouldn't say I expect it, but I am hopeful of it. I completely realize that improving myself is first and foremost, but the fact of the matter is I am trying to reconcile my marriage. Should I completely lose focus of that?
