What Labug says: be in the moment. Be grateful for the good times. You are blessed. Baby steps. Read some quality literature.

I have to admit I am very jealous of your 1 night

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13