Worst moment of my life happened about an hour ago. We told the kids about D. My W said it and it was the coldest thing I've ever heard. D7 collapsed crying and screaming. I jumped in and told them we loved them and always would, we'd always be mom and dad, and all the other things you tell kids as compassionately as possible. D7 stood up and came to me to be held. S4 is too young to understand but I will never forget D7's reaction or coldness in W. D7 never really went to W which surprised me and I know had to surprise W. I even backed away a couple times so W could hold her and D7 either stood there like a statue or pulled away and came to me. For some reason that actually botherede and wished she would have hugged W. W left within 20 minutes to run errands she was planning and D7 hasn't stopped snuggling me. Next couple days are ALL about kids. Please pray for my family.

Right now I have no idea how I could ever R with W after watching her today. I knew she could hurt me but never expected her to be so cold to kids.


Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are

Turn your trials into your testimonies

Don't believe everything you think

Expectations are resentments waiting to happen