Really uncomfortable around here today. Both kids are home so I'm watching them while my girlfriend is at work. Their grandmother is supposed to pick them up at noon. I'm really unsure how to act towards the oldest. She's been trying to talk to me today and I just honestly don't have a lot to say. I loved these girls like they were my own and I just feel so betrayed by her. She talks so much smack on her mother and I listen to everything she has to say and offer my own advice on what to do on anything from issues she has with her mother to when she get's bullied at school. When there is trouble in my own life she help endorse her mother's behavior. I am so confused on what to do. Just waiting on their grandmother to pick them up so I can get out of here for a little while.
