Thank you, Andrew, Busting, Kaffe, and Ruby.

I wish my H would express his feelings about his parents' D. He tends to supress his emotions. I've only seen him cry twice--the time he said he wanted a D and a time prior to that, when he was telling me he wasn't sure about the future of our M. And it lasted like 30 seconds only.

My H is not a bad person. I know it. He's lost. And I know my behavior caused a lot of the pain that drew him away from me and our M. He didn't know how to handle problems. He still doesn't know.