So...I screamed and cursed and cried and then I ran.. In the midst of running a little peace and clarity set in. So I sent this text:
"Thank you for not lying. It hurts but I can't tell you how much it means to me that you didn't lie."
We have had trust issues for so long, H and I and he knows that his lying bothers me a lot. So I thought out of this crappy crappy situation, this was a very positive thing. Mi know he said friend, but that was in front of kids, but I knew what he meant.
He was in driveway and I said " oh, I see". And shut the door. He drove away.
After this was the crying and yelling, running and texting lol. I don't know if it was endorphins or the fact that maybe I am detaching a bit more everyday that I feel okay. Not great, but okay.
Obviously she is not at SILs house but also is obvious they all know and have met her. This becomes a little awkward now, I guess. Must find my inner Audrey Hepburn I guess. Grace, think grace, Ruby.....
