soooooo... that girl i went out with a few times, she wanted to talk about "us"..scary. invited me over for xmas dinner today with her family. i declined. not feeling like doing anything today. this is the first xmas where im not with my kids. i miss them so much right now. they called me at 6 am wanting to come to my house to open my presents.. lol made me smile. i get them back tomorrow night so i am excited.
the girl that asked me over is mad at me. i dont really get it and i feel bad. i think she is way more looking for a serious R than i am. i want to take things very slow, hang out and see if we really get along. another thing (and i know this sounds bad) is.. her kids drive me nuts. they do not listen. they whine all the time. i normally really like kids, but for some reason, these ones drive me nuts. things i am thinking about today i guess..