Well, today is Christmas but it certainly doesn't feel special. It is really the first time that I have realized and started toward accepting that my ex is not just testing me to see if I have really changed is is just looking for some sign that I am different before she takes me back. It is the first time that I have really realized that this is my life now.
M 39, W 34 M 15 S 14, S 12, S 9, D 7, D 6 Separated: 7/2/2012 Served: 7/10/2012 Divorced 11/5/2012
