I'm proud of you RT, you are getting stronger every day.Your right. it's just another day, we put the pressure on ourselves. I spent several Christmas's and other holidays at sea on a Submarine and it did not hurt as bad as this. I still get to see my children and interact with them. The difference is me putting the pressure on me.
Stay strong RT, today was my day without the kids. I had some friends invite me over for dinner. We ate Tamales and played Apples to Apples. i actually relaxed and forgot about her for a bit, it was nice. When I got there I told my friend that I felt like a beggar and she was more than gracious to me. Find someone to play some games with, get out and let your mind relax a bit.
When your brain starts spinning think of me trying to cheat at Apples to Apples lol. Oh I did not win by the way.
LOL!! I rock at Apples...text me covertly next time :P
Merry Christmas to you SG and I am glad it was okay, it is turning out okay for me too
MY dad said my estranged brother sent an email to them and he is forwarding it (because it is strange lol)
I said good, it will be nice to know someone's life is more screwed up than mine.
He said yours is not screwed up and you are the most important person in your children's lives. You take care of yourself first so you can take care of them.
