So I need to think long and hard about what I want. I feel like I have put so much into this in 2012. 2013 will be about a new begining for me.
Just makes it hard whe. Today was a fun day. We spent the afternoon with friends at his house. Felt like old times....but it wasn't. He showed me the new closet he had installed and I asked if he was going to move the rest of his clothes. He looked at me with big surprised eyes and said no. I feel like I just need to get through new years and then I can start to come up with a plan and establish new boundaries.
I have been speaking to Laurie- the DB coach. She says when I am ready. She will give me the advice on what to say to create some space for me. Perhaps trial a new schedule where he comes home 1 day a week for dinner and takes the kids every other weekend. That way I will have some control of my life. I will be nervous to take this leap but I do believe this needs to happen when I am ready. I am getting there.
Me 38 H 39 M13 T18 S6 S9 Bomb Drop 11/11 Moved Out 7/12 Still have hope. No OW that I know of..
